Wednesday, December 30

The Happy Couple?

So the word is Sodapop and Katie are engaged. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I mean, sure, they make a happy and cute couple, but there is a part of me that isn't quite comfortable with the idea. They are so young to be jumping into a compromise like this one so soon. They are barely what? 17? They aren't even on the adult age. I mean they are both kids themselves. They are going to have more responsibilities than they're used to. A marriage isn't an easy thing.

I guess what I'm really trying to say is: I'M GOING TO LOSE MY BROTHER! There I said it. I don't want him to move out. What would happen to all those nights in which him, Ponyboy and me sat down and start chatting and teasing each other? What would I do without his unique and sort of weird cooking?

But just listen to me. I'm being so freaking selfish! I guess if this whole thing makes Sodapop happy then, I should be happy also. If you love someone, let him go. Yeah, easier said than done. Sigh. Well, look on the bright side. I still got Pony and Darry, which remainds me. PONYBOY AND DARREL, IF YOU EVER DECIDE TO MARRY SOMEONE AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE, I'M SO GOING TO BEAT YOU! But no pressure.